taniahermawan

yay finally!

 

All of the assignments have all of a sudden pop*, bubbled, poked and disappeared!

well well well, the aftermath of this term is that: do not be greedy

 

yes, I really realise myself as being the greedy boy and girl in the ginger house. change concert, working for this jewelery designer "Woon Hung", school work, personal part time and even planning to work for Jay! wow, now then i realise that i had been juggling so many reponsibilities and job at the same time.

 

No wonder, taking a step back and turned my head, I saw myself being pathetic, too lethargic to look at the-now-me. yesh, we all believe that life is too short (or prob some of you think that life too long), we pursue things to fill up gaps in our life, we catch whatever oppourtunities in front of us, we are "kiasu", we don wanna lose, we want everything. but we always neglect the fact that nohing is gained without lost. when we stretched our hand to grab whatsoever thing, unconsciously, we lost the right to grip something we had been holding on to. we lost another freedom.

 

i had spent time thinking through what i had been doing. indeed, i have learnt through the process, but i did not enjoy it. i once said to rainbow, i liked my life now, full of energy and filled up with works. well, i think i regretteed that. of course it's good to have things to work on but i didn realise myself being a slave. it's not filled, it's packed. it's not full of energy, it's full of lethargy.

 

yes, so i have learnt my lesson. better be safe than sorry. do what you like, not do for your own sake.